feeling

Most times after the lawyer leaves, I look forward to the next time we see each other. Every so often though, I think fuck this shit. This is one of those times.

I don't get what his problem is with me. Probably if I didn't have such esteem issues I'd be saying he's in love with me, but I do so I'm not and you're probably saying, why should that be a problem anyway?

Because I'm also of the opinion that since his divorce, he only sleeps with women he doesn't particularly like.

I don't fit that profile.

Seriously. Idiot men who think their idiocy is some kind of mysterious complicated. I sure do pick 'em.